I am scared….

… of thinking that all is OK.

I love the guild I have found.
I love the raiding times.
I love the people in the guild.
I love the feel of their raiding.
I love not feeling pressured.
I love going riding on the log flume in Grizzly Hills.
I love comparing dresses in Dalaran and getting my shoes polished with guild friends.

but …

What if I mess it all up?
What if I get all antsy and want to go back to progress raiding?
What if they don’t like me?
What if I give them the wrong idea about me by being too focussed on raiding and past achievements?

Why can’t I ever stop worrying?

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2 Responses to I am scared….

  1. Ophelie says:

    I’m the same way! Whenever I say I like my guild and the people in it, a little voice in the back of my head says “you said that about your other two guilds too, and look how that ended”

    But I guess the lesson of it all is to live in the moment. The honeymoon probably won’t last forever, but then nothing in life last forever. If you stopped yourself from enjoying things because they won’t last, you’ll never enjoy anyway. So be happy now, and if the circumstances change, then you’ll have some great memories to look back on.

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