Four years on……

… and I still miss you so very much Dad.

I still play WOW.

I still collect pets.

I’m not with my bear any more… he moved on.

Our cub is likely to move on soon – you would have been so proud of your grandchildren.

He has an offer of a place at Oxford. I can’t believe it!

She is turning into a lovely lady.

They miss you very much too.

I don’t blog very much any more. I’m working full time and looking after the kids mostly on my own is quite tiring and time consuming.

I am learning Tai Chi – it fits with the new expansion and my general approach – take your time, relax and be at peace.

I hope you are at peace.

All the things I wrote in the past 3 years still count…

The time we had, Dad,
Wasn’t nearly enough
To pack in an entire
Lifetime of love.

There are so many questions
That I need answers to,
But now that you’re gone
There’s no way to ask you.

But there are still photos
To remember you by,
Each time I look at them,
I still want to cry.

They say grief is easier
to bear as time goes by,
But the doesn’t stop me
from wondering why?

Why my dear, dear dad
Was taken so soon,
When he was my guiding star,
My sun and my moon.

There are no answers
To a question like this,
So I’ll cherish your memory,
And mourn the years we’ll miss.

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3 Responses to Four years on……

  1. Navimie says:

    Oh Seph… I have tears in my eyes. What a beautiful and moving post.

  2. Erinys says:


    I know I only knew him briefly but your father seemed like a wonderful man.
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  3. Hydra says:

    It is never enough time with our loved ones. I send you internet hugs and good wishes.
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